Thursday, April 29, 2010
new testament mondoweiss
But since you raise the New Testament I will comment. Jesus is an inspirational figure, but to view him as infallible or the son of God is really a step backwards from the fallible very human figures in the Hebrew Bible or Tanach. I believe that prophecy exists and if Jesus foresaw his death, then it is explainable that a person who foresees his life being cut short might view the world in a bitter manner. (Nietzsche says that if Jesus would have lived longer he would have had a more mature view on certain topics.) The animus against the Jews or the Pharisees that is expressed in certain of the gospels is certainly something that I hold against the New Testament. Unlike the Quran which was a guide to making war (parts of Tanach also were guides to making war, in a far crueler manner than the war that the Quran advocates) it is actually surprising the the New Testament could be used as a pretext and an inspiration for crusades and murders and warfare. But there you have it, humans are naturally makers of war (or should I say groups of humans are naturally makers of wars) and they can use anything to help justify their warmaking. When Jesus cursed the fig tree for not being ready to give him its fruit, this betrayed an impatience unbecoming to a man of God. (But as a man who died young and knew that he was about to die young, one is not surprised to find impatience.) When he said, I came to bring a sword and not to bring peace, maybe this is a verse that gave humans permission to use his personality to inspire them to kill.
When we come to the personality of Paul, we are dealing with a great orator and a very angry combative man. He made the Church into what it became and that is both an argument for him and against him. He wore his animus against Jews on his sleeve and compromise seems to have been foreign to his personality. He possessedwisdom, but his angry personality can be blamed for many of the evil developments of Christianity including its perverse attitude towards sex and its animus towards Jews. Revelations is a weird book, on the same low rung or even a little lower than Daniel.
Someone once commented about the New Testament, how is it that God spoke such a fine Hebrew and such a mediocre Greek. Yet the Sermon on the mount is rather important, and many of the parables are quite good and although much hatred for the Jews was spread by those who put on the passion plays, the story of the crucifixion is good literature. Yet I think the story of Joseph and his brothers is actually a deeper story than the story of the crucifixion in terms of teaching us about human behavior. And the deification of Jesus was a step away from monotheism and allowed for much pagan input in the new religion that Paul created and spread. Jesus's favorite book quite obviously was the Hebrew Bible and he seems to have favored the book of Isaiah.
The Hebrew Bible or Tanach, which includes many stories and many prophets and a much larger span of history, plus the Psalms, plus a great book like Qohelet (Ecclesiastes) is a far richer set of books than the New Testament.
Christianity's universal tendencies are "superior" to Judaism's particularist tendencies, yet the loss of the Sabbath, with its rich traditions and the loss of so many of Torah and the rabbis' rituals created a religion that was poorer for the traditions that it tossed away.
One can view the celibacy of the priests as something unrelated to the New Testament, but its roots are in that book as is the root that forbids divorce, both of which are negative developments. Maybe utopian or maybe not, but in the end by disregarding human nature they are negative developments.
The outlaw josey wales (M31)
(solid) B
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
mondoweiss
"The Producers" when it was made in 1968, 23 years after the genocide was that everyone would be offended by "Springtime for Hitler" and the rotating swastika. It was only when Dick Shawn was thrown into the mix and absurdity was added to absurdity, that offense turned into comedy.
When Monty Python did their "No one expects the Spanish Inquisition" routine, no one was really offended. When Torquemada was torturing Jews in a musical scene in "History of the World Part I" no one was offended.
When Inglorious Basterds came out last year some people were offended and some weren't. I don't think Inglorious Basterds could have been made 42 years ago without offending more people.
A single man (M30)
A- (loses a point and a half for the too easy ending) otherwise too serious, not a critique but a warning to the viewer.
Resnick the nudnik
Sunday, April 25, 2010
important movies
eyes without a face/les yeux sans visage (m29)
mundane monday
First came Passover (technically a Monday night) with a visit to my sister Batsheva's kibbutz, Shlukhot. My parents were also there, plus my other two sisters, Tova and Pnina, and four out of five of Batsheva's kids (one son wasn't able to get leave from the army), plus Batsheva's daughter- in-law and grandson. Tova's four kids and Pnina's three kids. Also present were Batsheva's brother-in-law and his family. It was nice. (I was in charge of a trivia quiz, which didn't go so well this year. The movie part of the quiz, movies that take place in Egypt, was a bit too easy. And the bible part of the quiz, focusing on the Hebrew words for hurrying (khipazon) and lass (alma), was a bit too hard. But I'm being a bit too hard on myself.)
The next week was the last night of Passover. (Passover is a seven day holiday, the first and last days are "real" holidays, when turning lights and computers and t.v.'s on and off is forbidden.) A friend of mine from Chicago is in Israel for a few months. He's real bright (brighter than me) and socially inept (more inept than me). I took him to my uncle's for the Sunday night meal. My uncle is a year and a half younger than me. (My mother's father divorced my grandmother and remarried and had Kenny or Kalman as the only son of his second marriage.) Kenny (known as Kalman to all his Israeli friends and wife) has five kids. The oldest, a son, about 22, got married last October. His newlywed wife was there. Also present besides Kenny's other four kids were Kenny's wife, Nomi and Nomi's sister and her husband and if I counted right their six kids. My friend, Richard, is an intellectual and has intellectual interests and so does Kenny and so they had much to discuss, but mostly it was very crowded and very noisy.
The next week was Holocaust remembrance day. I'm all for remembering the Holocaust, although I prefer to call it something a little less dramatic, like the Nazi genocide of the Jews. But I tend to remember it a bit too much without any prompting from the calendar. It is a bit problematic that Israel put it on the calendar a week before Independence Day with the express purpose of signifying a certain cause and effect- This is what happens to us when we don't have a country of our own to protect ourselves. But I don't really mind a little propaganda now and again, I just mind being reminded of the Holocaust when I think about it too much in any case without any prompting.
Then last week was Independence Day. The day before Independence day is memorial day, in memory of all soldiers killed and people killed in terrorist attacks. Of course that's a downer, but I accept it as part of the deal. Unlike Holocaust Day, it is necessary to have a Memorial Day and why not have it the day before Independence Day- this is the price we pay for having a country.
On Independence Day most people go to the park to picnic and my friend, Richard, instigated a picnic as well. There were seven of us- three married guys who came without their wives and three unmarried guys (including me), plus the ten year old son of one of my friends. It was fun.
This week there is no holiday and I'm breathing a sigh of relief.
point blank (M28)
B-
thunderbolt and lightfoot (M27)
B
not worthy of summary- "the jerk" with steve martin and "date night" with steve carrel and tina fey. in both cases a plot summary is extraneous.
date night. tina and steve take somebody else's reservation. bad guys come in and assume they are roger o thorton. they chase them to central park. steve and tina go to the cops. but the bad guys are cops. they go to a security expert to find out where the real reservation lives after stealing the phone number from the restaurant. they go to the real reservation and find that it is the d.a. that is being blackmailed and they go to the d.a. at a strip club and then the cops and the head of the mob show up.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
midnight scribbles
busy picking pimples on my forehead
looking forward to the day before my death
his comic sense breaks through
the moment he is curious.
not every father is abraham-
some sons die for less.
but bless his heart he knew
what he wanted.
he stole the money
to sit on the floor
near the wisest of men.
a gaudy shade of lipstick
decorated and hid her mouth
the maw of death.
paul new man as director
told the actor to sing his lines in C
harmonicas played the tune to guide him
twice more he tried before the new man got his wish.
he warned us that the mayor was quite crooked
but still we couldn't just sit still
but beyond a call to action
his meaning was not clear.
I returned to the room
having fled to pee
in a drawer of toilet water and cosmetics
opposite their beds
invaded the star's intimate privacy
did you know jimmy green
twice we studied together
once a book of lore
the other philosophy too pure to fathom.
haven't seen him since seventy and two
i was intimidated by the man
never knew anyone like him.
i know i'm not black
the hobo said to me
because you're scared of black people
but you're not scared of me.
I wore his jacket for the moment
too big for me it kept me warm
i folded it and placed it on the table
I ignored her hand with its wedding band
offering a comfort i could not accept.
The borders between my faith and fear
lacked all order.
chaos reigned fiercely all through that night.
forever is a long time,
but it's deeper than just that.
don't bully me just cuz you're
first born to this horror.
no one knows the hour of your death.
the actors wait their lines
the soldiers wait their orders.
god knows the borders between reality and myth
were meant to be hopscotched like a child's game.
Don't bet against him no matter what the odds.
the father is quite fond of him
and will cheat in his behalf.
wing and a prayer (M26)
C-
ride lonesome (M25)
C
age of consent (M24)
Thursday, April 22, 2010
yitte's mother's funeral
dad was not extremely mobile. the wheelchair is a heavy thing to lift. the gorgol, turkey necks were a bit chewy, cooked too fast. the sanhedrin page of the day took long and nate weiss's great grandson's birth was celebrated with cookies. born in a taxi, they called him maxi. they gave the driver a choice, either the name or we'll pay to clean the car. first funeral i ever attended. we're going to go every thursday on some kind of an excursion. mom was reminded of sabta's small body. (i just woke up from dreams of some nigger following me in northern new york). still have to do the taxes. today is yaffa's birthday. i need to get a pru u'rvu shiduch for resnick. the only reason to go to sheikh jarra is social and therefore the odds are against. i have a hard on against charedi as in chevra kadisha. i asked mom about tall rena forcing her way to the grave at her mother's funeral. mom: it's only a minhag, they can go, you know where. i said. it's a cemetery. appropriate of course. when i brought dad up from the daf yomi i advised him to daven maariv. too tired to go to resnick's. they had bags of dirt to pour on the grave. they emptied the casket (tin foil box) and made sure it was empty. carried her in a sheet and then dropped her in and were left with a sheet. buried in a kittel? tachrichin.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
mangal
we moved the stuff to the hill and then lit the fire. posed the riddle, a boat, a cigarette pack but no matches. throw one overboard, then the boat becomes one cigarette lighter. avraham liked that one. i noshed and resnick who told me not to talk to avraham while he was parking (he's not normal) which pissed me, but i controlled it. told me not to eat, because i would lose my appetite, very mothering, but so it goes. rugelach while the men drank beer. and me missing my reefer. and potato chips and cole slaw and potato salad and kababs and burgers and hot dogs, but no bread for me. and chicken wings which hurt my teeth. then rocky showed up with his son and resnick went into mothering overtime. nice to see rocky. avraham spoke out against obama and other things. (with ari shavit in today's haaretz, i think obama might indeed be trouble.) and rocky danced (reminded me of steve martin in the jerk) and he brought two gloves and a baseball and shmuel, rocky's kid had rollerblades. and i told the "i don't have to outrun the bear, i only have to outrun you" joke. and some charedim came and we davened mincha. and i did not eat marshmallows, which for some reason i keep calling mushrooms. (old age creeps in, but i will survive). and we sang shir ha'maalot. but i did not eat bread, so i couldn't bensch. i ate salad with my hands. the first burger was burnt, i had no pickle, but i had cucumber salad. and there was a moshava reunion that day, but this was better and chatzkal felt complimented. levi asked where we knew each other from and he was jealous of the long friendship. I only know resnick since simchat torah of 76, but chatzkal from 66 and rocky from 67. i mentioned the beverly mayersdorf there's a whale who wants three days lodging. simi rothner comes to mind right now. last night on the phone with rocky about locking me into the closet, baruch green came to mind. and rocky lost his footing when we walked downhill. celery and raisins on rosh hashana for a raise in salary. and lots of cola including pepsi max and coca cola. a mild suggestion that we sing "biladi" but no one objected. we drove and dropped levi off. he is living in safed. then to chatzkal's. i told the that's one, two, three shoot the horse joke and then that's one to the newlywed wife. and they thought it was reminiscent of the joke, which joke, the bear joke. and then to resnick's. he told me that steve klitsner doesn't believe in pru u'rvu regarding shiduchin and so i offered my aryeh connection. and i tried to download les diabolique and blade runner downloaded five percent. and i read him shlomo avineri and yossi alpher. beforehand i asked him whether he understands why palestinians are pissed, but now he amended it to say, they are pissed because they are brainwashed muslims (not his words, but his essence.) and we are dafuk. i taught him how to use his can opener, which reminded me of michele's father and i added a thanksgiving section of liberty maze.
alice in wonderland (m23)
B/B+
many elements are involved besides women's liberation and self confidence and such. there are many references to the wizard of oz and the importance of dreams.
burton's best which include beetlejuice, scissorhands, batman with de vito. and nightmare before christmas, plus ed wood is joined by this. which is superior to most of his recent (last ten years efforts)
alice is a bit colorless, but so she is certainly the disney alice is rather colorless and she is surrounded by such craziness. even anne hathaway as the white queen seems a bit mad, so much moreso johnny depp and the red queen and the squire (crispin glover, with his first decent role in so long) plus the cheshire cat and the caterpillar and all the intrigues of the red queen's palace full of toadies (who wear masks and costumes, so as to pretend that they are disfigured in some ways to match the red queen's bulbous head disfigurement.)
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
mondoweiss yom haatzmaut
Foist of all, I was speaking to Witty. Second of all- “every dog its day will come”. Third of all, the Zionist Jews will not be free until freedom is available for pennies on the dollar for all. But fourth of all, habits are tough to break and Ari Ben Canaan is a hero of mine and so is Sal Mineo, so “od lo avda tikva’teinu, ha’tikva shnot alpayim, lihyot am chofshi b’artzeinu b’eretz tziyon yerushalayim.”
עוד לא אבדה תקותינו התקוה שנות אלפיים להיות עם חפשי בארצינו בארץ ציון ירושלים
And in honor of Martin Buber here is the new national anthem for the new state that will have room for all. (sung to the tune of “Baby Face”)
Holy land.
It’s great to live here in the holy land.
Ain’t it grand
it was planned
for us to live together in the
Holy land.
I went to the store before. It’s a 24/6 store. Actually it closes two hours or so before Shabbat and opens an hour after Shabbat, so it’s not strictly speaking 24/6, but almost. So it was open today, selling charcoal and mangals, whereas the mega store and the entire mall is closed. Inside working was a Palestinian. I would not go up to him and tell him happy yom haatzmaut. farkhan yam istaklal. I realize that there are sensitivities and losses and one man’s independence is another man’s exile and occupation and I accept the limitations.
In lieu of an apology I offered my alternative anthem. Not that I believe that the utopia of open borders will exist in my lifetime. It’s a myth of sorts. Just like Paul Newman and Sal Mineo is a myth of a fictitious past, so the utopia to me is a myth of a fictitious future. But I offered it in lieu of an apology.
Monday, April 19, 2010
jew hatred
On the topic of the rationalism or rationales behind Jew hatred. Granted that Nazi Jew hatred was based upon a rational fear of communism, but the response was irrational. 1) If Nazism had not chased the Jews out of Germany, Germany rather than the US would have emerged as the first country to develop an atomic bomb. 2) The misuse of resources to kill the Jews rather than to win the war is proof that something that originally had a rational explanation ended up being extremely irrational.
On the topic of which type of hatred dominates the world at present, it is fair to say that anti Arab, anti Muslim discrimination is much worse than Jew hatred in North America and in Europe at present. But there are other parts of the world where hatred of Jews is the predominant hatred.
funny games us (m22)
yom hazikaron
seems to me there will be more wars. i think the settlements were a real mistake. but i have no time machine, so where do we go from here? with a solid right wing majority. maybe dan meridor is capable of negotiating a treaty, but will bibi give him the power.
so right away i'm figuring out chess moves to get us out of this mess. constantly reading mondoweiss. at times they infuriate and get me to hate the palestinians more. at times they make me rethink my position. they constantly get me to wish i had a time machine, but still even if i could go back in time, there are those that i wouldn't be able to convince.
i thought of gedalia pollack and thoughts that he lives in texas. visits to facebook prove my desire to go back in time. but time marches on.
my script moves slowly (my writing of it, not the pacing necessarily). i will survive. but i must add other things to my daily dose if i am truly to survive.
watching a movie of break in people (funny games) reminds me of holocaust rather than yom hazikaron. holocaust siren pissed me off a bit. i think about it enough. but yom hazikaron, although the timing is suspect, obviously the sentiment is understandable. america too has its memorial day, although it means nothing to most people.
i can't see my participation in politics really making the big difference of a change in israeli policy, so much more so palestinian policy. my wish to run away, besides a wish to escape my parents and refresh my habit, and earn a living. what does it mean?
god be with you.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
The Comedians (M21)
Haiti. Burton owns a hotel that he wishes to sell, but can't. He's in love with Liz Taylor, Peter Ustinov (a diplomat's) wife. He returns from a trip to New York. Also on the plane were Alex Guiness, plus an old American couple. The old American couple stay at Burton's hotel. Unfortunately there is a corpse in his empty pool. Luckily they arrive when there is a blackout, so they don't see the corpse. (put there by the Tonton Macoutes, Papa doc's thug police). Eventually the old couple go to the beach to see a procession, which is a group of kids taken to watch a firing squad kill some rebels. When the wife screams, they get kicked out. they were trying to sell granola or some sort of vegetarian product. Guiness is an arms dealer. At first he is placed under arrest because the man whom he made the deal with has been killed. but then he is released and lives high (visits the local whorehouse). But then they discover that his partner has been less than honest with the guns that they bought and so he hides. Burton has him dress in a dress and black face and hide at Ustinov's. Burton is convinced that Liz slept with alec. The rebels try to recruit Burton, but he's a cynic. but then James earl jones, a doctor, is killed in the middle of surgery. He was supposed to deliver Guiness to the rebels in the hills, but Burton goes in his place. when the car breaks down they walk the last part of the way. Guiness, supposedly an army sort, in fact is a novice. The touton macoute kill Guiness, but the rebels kill the thugs. Burton has no choice but to join the rebels. Burton gives a rousing speech to a rabble. Ustinov and Liz are kicked out of the country for giving refuge to Alec.
C
my neighbor totoro (M20)
Anita Shapira on the Khazar theory
Because the calling Ashkenazi Jews Khazars is not an infrequent occurrence in the comments section, I will quote from Anita Shapira's review:"The most esteemed scholar of the Khazar monarchy, by Sand's own acknowledgment, is D. M. Dunlop, a British nonJew in command of the languages needed to study the Khazars, on whom information is found in Arabic, Hebrew, Byzantine and Chinese literature. This information is fragmentary and at times contradictory. Dunlop at the end of his book relates to the theory that the Jews of Eastern Europe are the descendants of the Khazars: he states that "This can be dealt with very shortly, because there is little evidence which directly bears upon it and it unavoidably retains the character of a mere assumption."
Saturday, April 17, 2010
The secret in their eyes (M19)
Friday, April 16, 2010
The drowning pool (m18)
C/C+
laughing fit (13)
i went to my parents like i do every thursday evening, last night. arrived in a bad mood. at dinner i mentioned that going to a shiva visit for someone i really didn't like was an unusual situation. we got to discussing old people and how mrs. kushelevsky is no longer with it. and i started laughing how old age is pick from three categories- legs, other physical and mental. and i started mocking someone paranoid, "they're trying to kill me." but dad didn't understand what i was talking about, or he thought i was talking about someone specific.
i tried to show them "a serious man" again, but their computer is messed up.
i got into the center of town, carrying two salmons and not enough sleep and called resnick, but he was at a class of steinzaltz.
when i was already on the bus he called me back. he invited me for a picnic on yom ha atzmaut. usually i don't talk on the bus, but i did. i asked if i could bring a palestinian flag. a woman (girl) gave me a dirty look. i have nothing planned for tuesday.
i dreamt that there was a family get together with various members invited and then on the way back we stop at some factory where there is a tour and some of the group have to be miniaturized in order to go on the tour and then they suffered the bends (ENZ) because of the combination of their miniaturization and the speed with which i carried them around. the guy from the cia said that i did a good job that 63% of them emerged without getting the bends (or a threat) they'd find out in a few days. and dov and tova were responsible for taking the tour and right before hand they had driven wildly and almost injured a woman because of their incaution. the kids didn't want to be miniaturized and in fact it was dangerous. but it was mostly bigger and older people who suffered more from the miniaturization.
something wicked this way comes (M17)
the little girl who lives down the lane (m16)
jodie is jewish (explicit). her victims (after her vulgar mother) are wasps, unworthy wasps (a pervert and a racist overbearing mother). her allies are italians. her dead father- god, commanded her to remain aloof, but she needs friends (not just goyim but italian goyim, but one with magical propensities and with a limp).
Thursday, April 15, 2010
threat from arabic teacher (12)
so last night he asks, if you see someone doing something wrong in the street, what would you do?
and i answered, i wouldn't say anything.
why?
i don't want problems.
he said, exactly. once i told someone to stop and he punched me.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
coogan's bluff (M15)
C
The Bandit Queen (M14)
B
Yom Haatzmaut vs Naqba (11)(wj)
-
I cannot speak for other Jews and Zionists, but I can speak for myself. There was a time when I took offense at the term “nakba” and I must admit that the sight of the Palestinian flag (let alone the flag of Hamas) still sets my teeth on edge. I doubt that one can celebrate Yom Ha’atzmaut and Nakba Day at the same moment. One “solution” would be to celebrate Yom Haatzmaut on its Hebrew (lunar calendar) date and Nakba day on its solar calendar date. But searching for a solution to this problem through the calendar is obviously beside the point. As long as there is no peace, as long as the occupation continues and it remains an occupation of settlement rather than an occupation of security, there will be enmity between Zionists and Palestinians that will be reflected in the Independence versus Nakba dichotomy.
Many years ago I toured the city of Tiberias and was confronted by a Palestinian youth who was filled with anger and violent intentions. I asked him if he (his people) came from Tiberias and were kicked out and he answered yes. I reacted in silence and contemplation, as if to say, “I don’t know how we will fix these facts of history.” He seemed to understand my contemplation and this disarmed his anger.
Obviously this is no answer. In fact peace is far away and the occupation of the west bank is an occupation of settlement and not security. Part of me believes that if there is good will a compromise can be found. Currently there seems to be a lack of good will and there seems to be a high probability of much more bloodletting on the horizon.
I do not wave the Israeli flag these days. Yet when I hear condemnation of the flag it raises my ire. And I do have pride in the birth of Israel and in its 62nd birthday. But the problems are too many to let that pride last more than a few moments.
The black swan (M13)
(Also starring Thomas Mitchell and Anthony Quinn)
C/C+
post yom hashoah doggerel (10)
but what about me and the walking dead
hardly awake, me you forsake
and my pals who you treat so bad.
it's not all the same
there's plenty of blame
i can't stand the garish sun.
but now that it's dark
not quite free as a lark
i've no energy to walk
let alone run.
i perform my dailies
so i'm pass, not fail
but progress is slow
when i crawl like a snail.
my roof ain't collapsin'
i'm no catholic who's lapsin'
but a jew in a war zone
naked of faith.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Shiva call (9)
Sunday night I went to console my brother's wife for the death of her father. the man was an OCD and a pain in the butt. The day my father broke his wrist, he was there hectoring my Dad and that was the last time I saw him and I was happy that he died and in a timely fashion. It was weird going to console people when I had wished the timely death of the deceased. The women and the men mourned separately so I didn't console my sister in law, but her brother for a few minutes. I spent less time there than I did getting there. (it looks like my brother has essential tremors). My landlord's brother (the super, so to speak) drives a cab and bumped into me in the neighborhood of the shiva. It was good that I went. I stopped by my parents on the way back. My mother was busy watching Holocaust shows, cuz last night was Yom Hashoah. I stayed only for a few minutes and brought my father upstairs from the daily page of Talmud. I might not have visited them, except I needed to use the facilities. I also grabbed a bite to eat. Hadar, a neighbor of my parents, thinks I'm a tzaddik. Then I went to visit Resnick, who is a pain in the butt. Then I walked home. This morning when the alarm went off for Yom Hashoah, I told myself that I have plenty of Shoah on the mind and i don't need to torture myself more. I watched a couple of films and did my daily dose of Liberty Maze.
warlock 1959 (M12)
C+
purple plain (M11)
B
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Don't bother to knock (M10)
C
Saturday, April 10, 2010
The Scapegoat (M9)
B
the pied piper (M8)
C minus.
Friday, April 9, 2010
"Crash Dive" (m7)
C
God is my co pilot (M6)
C.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Comparing Gaza and the Warsaw Ghetto (8)
I don't like to compare and I feel the Zionist Nazi comparison is unuseful rhetoric designed to inflame rather than to elucidate. And i am reminded of LBJ's accusation against a political foe- accusing him of fucking pigs. Get him to deny he's a pig fucker.
But the Gaza siege is cruel. designed to unseat Hamas by putting pressure on its people. Statements about putting the people on a diet and keeping the population down are certainly inhuman and show a very evil attitude.
Yossi Alpher has given up on a negotiated peace and this puts me in a tough spot. Now I seemingly favor an imposed settlement. My inaction on the occupation places me in a culpable position, but I am assured by the fact that activism has not changed anything, so my nonparticipation has not worsened anything. not very reassuring.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
last day of pesach (7)
resnick is a genius, who thinks i am smarter than him. a false opinion based on the fact that i knew how to learn gemorah better than he did, because i had learned by lichtenstien and he hadn't. my ability at learning gemorah is unmeasured since i haven't used it much in recent years. since 74 very little and since 77 very very little.
but resnick, three years younger than me, is alike a fetus who walks. very dependent. can't control his mouth.
at kenny's house was a very tired nomi. tzviki who referred to obama as hussein and his pretty thin vegetarian jewish nosed wife.
also present eitan who entertained resnick and nomi's younger sister rivi and her husband chaim and six of their kids. two very pretty females about twenty years old. one son about eighteen. one little daughter about four or five and one daughter about ten. also: one eight year old son with a devilish (looks like a hughie auman kid) smile.
this time i told kenny that resnick is a bookish intellectual and they had something to discuss and so we or resnick by himself will go there again for a shabbat.
chaim invited me to hoshaya up near nazareth and i am tempted to go mostly because of his pretty daughters and a bit because of the glimmers of adventure.
why are you studying arabic. kommandant.
what is hoshaya like, small, but bigger than tzipori and in nazareth there are those who want their land back.
on the way to walking resnick halfway home, we stopped by a mizrachi layl mishmar where they needed us for a kaddish. of course resnick was impressed and sentimental at the singing from the windows of katamon that he accused me of wishing to return to the rightful owners from 47.
i gave him a bit of my adventures in concordance when we passed by ohel rachel.
my shoes are loafers and therefore cannot be tied to help my feet and they give me blisters when i walk in them (rather than just use them for show)
the next day i went to the kalush man, from whom i can tell he hates me and he didn't tell his wife that i was coming. micha showed up and could barely conceal his disdain. yaakov was also there and he wants me to support his family. steve peskoff was also there and he shared some ganga with a lot of tobacco and i got less than a shiur high. there was a jew whose grandson was getting a bris in caracas as we ate. the upshot were quite a few puns thanks to kalish and much agita thanks to micha.
should i visit pessie and pay a shiva call. i guess so. (the father who i didn't like is dead.)
i got upset with mondoweiss comparing gaza to warsaw ghetto and he somewhat apologized.
i read a bit more of shlomo sand.
mourning becomes electra (M5)
also saw another movie "a few dollars more" about two bounty hunters who team up against a particularly evil man. highly rated, but i didn't like it. solid C. first team up of lee van cleef and eastwood before good bad and ugly.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Hang em High (M4)
From Paris with Love (M3)
This movie was of interest to me because I am writing a terrorist oriented thriller.
The relationship between James and Caroline was believable only on the basis of Caroline's looks. When she turned out to be a terrorist and when Jame ended up killing her, it was not all that difficult to believe and also not very upsetting, which it should have been if this were a movie about real characters rather than characters built on a sketch pad with a crayon. Travolta's character is good enough, but he just is not enough to sustain a movie on his own and his love for Burger Royale's a reference to his line in Pulp Fiction, again asserts the two dimensionality of his character. There is plenty of action and it moves easily enough but this movie cannot get a thumbs up and I give it a C.
Dr. King's Yahrzeit (6)
MLK was about to embark upon a poor people's march on Washington and some of his advisers were opposed because unlike previous marches this one did not have a clear legislative objective. In fact in the 42 years since that time the gap between rich and poor in America has widened, although as far as lifting certain populations from certain types of poverty (malnutrition) the record is not as clear. In the world as well there have been major changes in the distribution of wealth, with India and China specifically creating new middle classes where there was no middle class before.
Still MLK stands for equal rights before the law and it is his name (and my allegiance or prejudice in favor of what he stood for) that comes to mind when confronting Israel's spotty record in regards to its Palestinian population in the 48 borders and its rather terrible record in regards to the Palestinian population outside those borders.
There are two problems involved with my personal position vis a vis the Palestinians (both those within and those without). Firstly what is my position. Secondly since I am not in power, what should be my position vis a vis the government's position. Must I demonstrate, must I voice my positions at Shabbat tables. Since I am still very much an outsider in Israel (unemployment adds at least one "very" to that description) this effects my openness to fully commit myself to the struggle for Palestinian rights.
Tonight my uncle's brother in law who lives in the overwhelmingly Arab Galilee will be present and he of the opinion that Israel must attempt to convince its Arabs to move elsewhere, a position that might be reasonable if it were feasible, but I doubt its feasibility. I have spent the meals of the last two holidays or holiday and a Shabbat where the overwhelming attitude has been anti Obama and also anti Arab. This does not increase my love for Israel or decrease my desire to leave Israel or at the very least to find some intoxicant to give some permission to my freak flag to fly.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Post Chashmonaim (5)
They've lived here almost four years, but next year they're moving back to Skokie.
My cousin has been traveling back and forth, making a living there and visiting his family one week out of four or something like that and that's no way to live.
The place is pretty enough, saw it mostly at night, but it's pretty enough. but it's in occupied territory. Morally it's dubious- two sets of laws, citizens and occupied. but mostly it's the pragmatics- assuming that the Palestinians don't really want peace, which is not an outlandish assumption, then a military occupation without settlements is somewhat sustainable, whereas a settlement occupation is not sustainable.
visited an old friend, i had last seen in 1981 when he tried to bring a rocking chair into my cab and we had nothing to discuss, which was a bit of a letdown. although he told me some gorelick stories which were okay. seems to me that he and menachem don't talk about each other at all.
as per usual, friday night was okay and once the sun rose it was no longer any fun being there. i think it was good going there to build a connection with some of my younger cousins, but my anticipation of it was such dread that it kind of messed up a few days there. i learned that my sister injured her wrist ice skating and my feeling towards that is that she should stop going on such excursions.
an e mail from my cousin (father's side, not mother's side) told me that my aunt turned a corner in terms of the white blood cell count, but i don't know what that means in terms of long range prognosis. i got some books to take to my uncle tomorrow night and my friend from america is coming with. hope it goes okay. but compared to my nervousness before shabbat, i am rather calm now.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
"Make Way for Tomorrow" [M2]
This is one downer of a movie about a couple married for 50 years, whose kids cannot get it together to take care of their parents when their parents lose their house. At first the father stays with a daughter and the mother stays with a son. The daughter treats her father like dirt, although the father befriends a Jewish owner of a newsstand. The son treats his mother a bit better, but still the daughter in law blames the mother for their daughters running around town- for with grandma in the way, the daughter can't bring her friends home and so the only other choice is running around. So when the father catches cold they decide to send him off to the unseen daughter in California, but she has only room for one and not for both. And they send the mother off to a home for aged women. And mother and father get to spend one last afternoon together in New York City, the place where they spent their honeymoon.
This is a tear jerker, but because I am considering abandoning my parents to my siblings and their fate, it made me feel real bad and I did not like watching this movie.
Thomas Mitchell is a bit of a plus (It's a wonderful life and Only angels have wings) plus the black maid I recognized from "imitation of life" and Ma played Jimmy Stewart's ma in Mr. smith goes to washington. but to consider these recognized faces a joy, in the midst of the grief of bad children is untrue.